Memories

Well I guess no one reads this anymore so I can post what ever the hell I want.

This isn't meant to be a vent blog and I hope it doesn't turn out that way. Anyway on to what I want to write about.

I want to write about an amazing girl, someone that has been there for me through some tough times and who I though cared enough for me not to do what she did. Well no negative. I was thinking tonight about that girl and how much she means to me... even after almost a year of not seeing her. Smart, caring, kind... well those are what I really want to remember. The times she spent at my house, the times that I spent at her house without her moms permission. Her grad party and many more things.

I can't believe what happened to us happened.. but I should have guessed it.. I fell head over heals for this woman and she tore my heart out. I still love her deeply but that will never change the fact that I fucked up and I am the one who has to pay the price for it. I hope someday we can come together and clear up any diffrences... not just for our sake but for someone else's.

Anyway that is my blogg and I am sticking to it.