Monday, May 09, 2005

What the Fuck is Wrong with me?

Well i am at it again. At least i know what the fucking problem is....... I HAVE ANGER ISUES.
It ain't cool to have those. Specially when you have a short fuse. There is nothin that i would like better then is not to have any anger isues. I dont know why i have them but i do. Silly little things set me off too. Why the fuck do they do that now??? I am so fucking confused.
Maybe its because of my ability to listen to people but never to be the one that is listned to.
And that i bottle everything inside. But i still dont know what to do about it.

But ahh well...
I must go and make up for what i did so later.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange
He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes
"Get a job you fucking slob," is all he replies
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like
to sing the blues

Then you really might know what it's like
Then you really might know what it's like
Then you really might know what's it like

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love
He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll I'm the man you've been dreaming of."
But 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls
And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls."
And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walking through the door
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner and they call her a whore
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like
to have to choose

Then you really might know what it's like
Then you really might know what it's like
Then you really might know what's it like

I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the downside of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
And smoked the finest green
I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times before I broke their heart
You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start

I knew this kid named Max who used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late he liked to get shit-faced and keep the pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight and Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45, talked some shit, and wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
You know it comes that way at least that's what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose

Then you really might know what it's like
Then you really might know what it's like
Yeah then you really might know what's it like
To have the blues

This is one of my favorite songs. Its true what the song says. Before you can judge someone, or even before you judge someone then you have to walk a mile in their shoes. Dont just read a book because it has a good cover. Read the ones that have a bad cover too. They might just surprise you sometime.

I know that if someone i knew read this post that he would say walk a mile in my shoes before judging me. Well to this person if he still reads my blogg.... I have walked a mile and i am still walking. There is nothing that i havnt been through. So there ya go.

Well anyway gota jet for now. Posting will come later.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

M'eh

I dont know anything anymore. Am i mature or am i immature??? Well i know the answer to this one...... I AM MATURE. Unlike the popular belief from Chris (no last name but he knows who he is.) i am. Thought i do do things that are immature that still dont mean i am immature. I do them so that i can keep a happy attitude and vent alot of anger. Or sometimes just because. If anything the immature one is Chris. He reads my blogg i know and he wont comment because he doesnt have the backup to support him. I read his and i still comment. I would even if i didnt have any backup because whats going to happen??? someone gonna shoot you in the head?


Come on i say and lets not get to irrational. I think a well placed bullet always fixes some problems. But anyway that is all i have to rant about today and thats all that i have to rant about for a little while.
Lates Yall