Shit

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty streetOn the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleepsand
I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Ah-ah,
Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where
I walk aloneRead between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beatingSometimes
I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah,
Ah-ah,
Ah-ah,
Aaah-ah
Ah-ah,
Ah-ah
I walk aloneI walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

This relates to much to my life, past present, and future.
I believe that i am the only one that can change my future.
I belive that only with guidence can i change my future.
The past is the past. The present is the Present. The future is yet to come.

The shadow that i have is that of growing up to fast. No that it is a bad thing but i lost my Childhood to become and Adult to fast.

Thought there have been many people walking with me in the world. And some of them still are.
I am still walking alone. To become what i will become. As the storm goes on i will survive.
I wish that my Childhood would come back. And yet i am glad that it has past me by so Quickly.
There are some Experiences that i am glad i had at a young age so that i can help people Through them as i had before.

I am glad for the ones who stuck by me and still are. Even though i have been an asshole to most of them. One example is My Gf Shaunessy. Though i have been an asshole and much more to her.( before we went out) she has stuck by me. I never realized what its like not to have someone there that loves you so much even thought you put them throught hell till it actually happned. I love her so much and that will never change even thoguht i might be an ass sometiems. I hope that she can put up with my shit (you know the smell after a guy leaves the bathroom lol) as much as i put her through it. I will never be like one person who will raamain Nameless (cough Chris cough). But i am like him in some ways. Thought i help her with her problems i am still shunning myself from her helping me with mine. She has so much to think about i really dont want to put her through mine. Ive become so accustomed to hiding my feelings in order to help others that i dont know how to comunnicate them to anyone else besides myself. I do a good jerb ( yes jerb) but its just not good to do it on your own.

Well that is al sports fans
LOVE YOU SHAUN
Insurrection