Sunday, March 13, 2005

Stupid fucking people

Yes some people are stupid fucking people. You know the ones.....usually American..... but here in Canada we have alot of them too. I hope you are following me on this and its starting to piss em off again and again and again.
Hippocrits. Yes everyone is one of those so called mentioned above. Nothing pisse me off more then someone saying..."I will never forget my friends(after you talk about it for 3 hours and one of their friends do it to them.)" Well it has happned to me and i was stupid enough to believe that..... and once again im the one fucked seriously. Walking down the mall.. you see that friend...."we havnt done anything in a long time(well d'uh) why dont we do something sometime??" Of course i would have to be the one to say "YEAH" and then a month later still nothing. I dont think it helps that i had a... well not a long term but since i knew this person........ crush. Still do but i have Shaun and that is more then i deserve for being the selfish bastard i am(really i am a bastard.) Then someone walks in and says hey i wanna screw this up.
he dont know me theat great he did get to know me because i was being the nice guy and helped him get together with my Crush. BIG MISTAKE. What happens then well he goes out with her and after spending alot of time with them seperatly and together, through thik and thin, they forget all about me.... Unless i make a point to go and see them at work or they see me at work... never "Hey Lets Hang out together sometime."
People in general Piss me off. I really like that couple and they sute each other but you know what dont be fucking Hippocrits and forget about someone that took the time to listen when no one else would. Not to forget the person who did something thought he really didnt want to.I am Happy at the moment with Shaunnessy, and i know these two are also happy. But I am a Fucking Moron. Not to mention they also made plans with someone for New Years after i made plans with them. Didnt piss me off but..... sounds funy......but.....They didnt invite me. I introduce them to this person and they still forget about me. Part of me thinks they dont wanna even be considerd my friends. Thought i havent also been the greates friend to them but the whole thing is i was introduced to them......i opened my home to them..... shared my life with them... i listned to them.... i helped them. All i asked in return was that they would remember me when somethign is going on. To keep in touch.. To keep what we had before alive . I reallyt can't believe that it has come down to this. I wanna talk to them but i have to talk to them face to fac or they wont understand what i am going through. Going from a close confidant to garbage on the side of the road ...... That just sucks.
Well i dont have anymore bashing to do tonight not that it was bashing cause everyone is a hippocrite.
Remember
The diffrence between fiction and reality is..... Fiction has to make sence!

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